i'm a pixel here, myself

Dear my brain:

Please turn off. It is 12:30 and I have work tomorrow. Things I do not need to think about include:
- the Jekyll and Hyde score
- whether or not I'm going to get cast
- the likelihood of my boss strangling me through the phone tomorrow
- why I'm awake at 12:30
- etc.

marginal amounts of love,
Drew

I know 12:30 is not particularly late, but I have been increasingly insomniacal due to worry and stress of late, and it's a vicious cycle, because the less I sleep, the more I worry and stress.

a. Had callbacks. A whole bunch of us danced (I dance poorly, FYI) and sang (I sing well, FYI), and I was let go in the first group. The director said "the only thing that you leaving now means is that you're leaving now" which was a roundabout way of saying that we're all still in the casting pool. I suspect that the people who stayed where auditioning for other parts later. No indication of when we'd hear, but probably in the next few days. Tomorrow unlikely.

b. Talked to the boy. And because I am a wuss, ( I didn't do what I meant to ). What we *did* talk about was: me looking for jobs, me auditioning, him getting mad at people for being stupid, him not yet taking his orals. It felt a lot like when we used to talk every night, only this time, I had a secret that I really wanted to tell him, but felt like I shouldn't. :-/

c. Thought about RPF remix, including a number of different permutations on scheduling. I'm trying to avoid the bulk of remixredux time, but I also don't want to bump up against the Lotrips remix (in June), and everything has to be done, posted, and revealed by June 1 at the VERY latest, since I'm going to Italy and France with my family for two weeks. Which will be awesome, but requires advance planning.

d. Acquired rpfremix. Mwa ha ha!

e. Need mindless entertainment. Post pictures of hot men in comments!